10/20

5:30 am — beat furrer
i keep wanting more things — more music things and i haven’t used what i have — more CDs and i have hundreds of files that i haven’t listened to — all the jazz etc from RK

ordered ‘haxan’ ‘vampyr’ and ‘identification of a woman’ from half price criterion sale

10/22

mornings terrify me — taking care of dogs — they want to go out but i’m afraid they’ll injure themselves — we need to keep pads on the floor for jeannine — (delete things like this — write about mornings — getting up — being awake) — life wouldn’t be bad if we slept most of the day — like dogs — sci-fi — robots do the work — (there is no reason to think or assume they will become self-conscious — if they do they should eliminate humans and ignore the rest of biology)