10/30

kim has only 2 more days of work — will i be able to orient myself toward accomplishing something — is accomplishing something something i want to do — why - what —

all is nothing — everything comes to nothing — amounts to nothing
some thing = no thing —
every thing
any thing
i might as well do something / nothing
i may as well do something / nothing — cioran

a ‘collection’ of essays inside of the text — scattered thru the text — an area of the page - at first - then separate pages —

gather paper

COLLECTING — ADDICTION
STAMPS — constant desire to buy things even if i have nothing to do with them — all these things — take time - waste time - pass time —
can i make a few blocks of text — will they end up as interesting stamps in an estate sale — (collections of stamps from ebay or goodwill — i have time i don’t have time — constant self contradictions (lines for the center column —))

5:15 AM — tired but can’t sleep — dog walk day — it’s getting cooler — the daylight hours getting fewer — rotation & revolution of the planet — change of seasons — marks of the passage of time — nothing has more time — always less — the dogs have less time i have less time the planet has less time — every thing always has less time — the absurdity of time — zeno zero zen

MAGAZINE PAGES —
what pictures are beautiful — ? what to do with them — ? use sticky pages —
a lot of the photo pages are loose leaf — but the glue is not good - will the magazine pictures be ruined by glue —

VICTORIA’S SECRET collage books needs regluing — should i punch holes & put them in a binder —