4/4

did more deconstruction on the G3 computer and took a lot of photographs didn’t write notes as i had planned —
DECIDING what to keep — there’s an old style board that’s ugly but has some interesting coils and things — but it’s not worth taking apart
there’s a plastic case — i keep thinking of constructions and assemblages — i can’t get rid of the idea but every time i try to make something i realize how little i like doing things like that

all the paperwork and medical things i’ve been avoiding — i make myself sick — a feeling of profound difference from kim — a total dislike of the medical profession and the medical system