4/15

SATYAGRAHA DISK 2

MUSIC — ENVELOPES — to work on instead of a score with notes — score with envelopes - each note represented by a graph of an envelope —

TEXT[S] should be constructed not written — i don’t have time —

AFTERNOON - OUTSIDE —feeling disconnected — the yard is overgrown — things grow — things fall apart — i don’t have faith in anything i do — a feeling of failure — who have i failed — how does one measure success & failure — are they different of different views of the same thing —

DREAM — i couldn’t remember the safe combination — finally remember 18-32-2 which i think is an old combination lock from many years ago — (i get numbers in my head then have a hard time with useful ones) — i had to pay rent and couldn’t get the checks out of the safe —

4/16

what keeps me from enjoying life — is it the dogs — is it the place — probably not — i’ve never really enjoyed life —

MUSIC - GLASS — macro & micro structures— envelopes made of envelopes (? all the way {down / in} to grains)

to get down to
the get in to to be up to (for)

TEXT — start new pages — use fragment from the notes — go back to the beginning — 3 points of beginning — i’ve been reworking the sections finished in the current scan — and going forward in the sections i haven’t worked on this scan — 3 start a new scan form the random beginning — or start a new chronological scan —

MUSIC - DRONE would be a very long envelope — (can an entire ‘piece’ be outlined by one envelope — (look at musical structures of music i like using logic —