4/23

feeling of faiure — not just a feeling — a reality —

STONES - WOOD — sorting gravel — making collections inside of collections all the things i’ve piled up — piles of what — mostly things that don’t rot — they’ll just be rearranged — dissipated —
ENTROPY — positive & negative
MISANTHROPY —

4/24

LP project — i don’t want to copy any more — (maybe the hummel thing)

to die — intextate —to die in {the / a} text

FEELING — emptiness —
DREAMS — long theatrical dreams — one very strange with bizarre characters and actions — last night rather prosaic — related to drills & screws (helping kim with the drills yesterday)

(in the dream i needed
to cut threads for nuts)

to drill to screw to bolt drills bits screws bolts nuts thrills tits holes threads