8/6

FEAR AND LOATHING IN PFLUGERVILLE

TIREDNESS almost time to take the dogs out

to recover my past — my years seem wasted — i don’t want to remember — i usually don’t like memories — i’d like to lose the memories but i want to rescue the art and texts even if i don’t have time to do much

i also want (but it’s impossible) do more writing — maybe all i’ll have time for is a subject list —

there is no ‘right’ arrangement - no proper order — out of order comes entropy — death by heat or by loss of heat

still tired — feed the dogs then sleep — then work — on the research into past things

PM — made some progress on web things but had to shut the computer down because of lightning — still no rain — and everything is drying out — a lifeless summer — i miss the butterflies & dragonflies — no lightning bugs or peeper frogs — at some time in the near future life will not come back after a drought —
i’m looking forward to being able to get outside & work — it will be at least another month —

a broken bed frame in someone’s garbage — if it’s still there i may pick up the slats — they will make good sculpture frames —

sky is dark and there’s a breeze but it’s cooling down —

PICTURE FRAMES as art frames —
ART that is not meant to endure — digitalize —
REGRETS — not keeping the ‘shadow caster’ pieces — they would have fit in a small box —

BONES — from different places — what should be kept separate — what containers to use — bones in a glass vase with larger bones next to them —