9/9

i can’t get myself to hurry — to get things done — so many things i want to do (art) but do i ‘really’ want to do them — what is reality - really — to be real or to get real — is that desirable — do i really want to — reality — real estate — real states — stasis — static —

an old radio — are there any left — dream i forgot — some fight with K and i was leaving —
reading burroughs — latin america notes — some quotes — nearly finished — almost done —

going nowhere to get here — where i am now — in or out of place — there is no difference but a feeling of being out of place —every where is a place you’re always in one — some place or space — taking up space — taking in - what — time — space and time are not a continuity — they are different ways of measuring things — measurement of an unknowable reality — maybe i’m not here — who or what thinks i am —

i feel tired — 7:14 AM — 70° humidity 87% — it feels like 70°
where do you go when you go to sleep — where are you when you’re not dreaming —

reading — burroughs — i should try to find the cutups or cut ins i did with burroughs and nin — i should read burroughs — a few lines a day — to get into a mood — some mood —
cut up text — i should more ? — or just ‘publish’ some examples