4/2

music — enigma — with hearing aids — do they help or not — what is the ‘true’ sound - the ‘right’ sound — what should i hear - what do i want to hear
the drum loops of the music bother me at times —
the structure is too formulaic —

to improve
to disprove

maybe i should write in indesign — what is the right software
advantage
disadvantage —

indesign:
) it’s easier to make text blocks in indesign — i don’t need to use tabs etc — but i might end up needing too many styles
(this paragraph could be indented more easily
) indesign makes better pdfs
) it’s easier to visualize the result
curio:
odd layouts are easier — dragging things around
problem: i don’t use curios abilities — connecting lines etc

music — listening i’m not sure what i like — it depends on my mood — now percussions sounds are too loopy — the pattern is too obvious
constantly changing sounds vs loops —

patterns — i can’t get my mind to work in patterns — everything is scattered — i’ve never been able to ‘wrap my mind around’ things — encapsulation
a labyrinth without walls — ‘you need a peg to hang it on’ — i need a wall for the peg -

COLLECTIONS: cork stoppers are expensive — is there something else i can use — cutting wood would be too difficult — try to figure out how much stoppers for all the tubes and vases would cost

N GOODMAN — WAYS OF WORLDMAKING — has been my kitchen table reading but i can’t go on — i’m getting nothing out of it — i don’t like the style (think about ‘the library’ and what {i should /what should be done} {about it / with it} — it should make an interesting estate sale —