4/7

back into a mood of total depression — can i make this my last entry & give up — should i just keep moving my pen to make notes that i’l never read —
there is no art that interests me enough to do what is necessary to get started

Medium — {writing / reading} for style vs writing for content — they are different types of style
writing as a visual art — i don’t like roman letters —

? try to do multiple projects or just stay with the writing

problem: i don’t like to exercise —

4/8

do i keep writing
deleted the website and Medium yesterday — to give up art etc — but now i want to write about giving up — being tired of art and writing — living with failure —

time to move on - to get away

i made a decision — now i need to keep from rethinking it

maybe work with pinterest if it hasn’t become too annoying

all the files that need to be looked at and cleaned up

i can’t make [a] decision[s] — web site or not — took it down now i think i should put it back —