5/3/23

what am i interested in — what do i want

5/4/23

bad mood morning — probably has something to do with art — doing things seems to accomplish nothing — cleaning house — cleaning up a dead rat —

beyond the reality principal — reality is a state of mind — my state of mind is negative — things i need to do in order to have more things to do — all of which are basically shit —
my art ideas and art ‘material’ are a load of shit i’m carrying —

everyone is stupid — it’s not that some people are more intelligent than others — some people are less stupid — the standard is stupidity not intelligence — that should be a major element of education education can make one less stupid —

BOOKS — aren’t just written — they are made - manufactured
TEXT — isn’t just words — it’s an arrangement of words — the format in which they are presented - spoken - printed etc —
BOOKS — most books are boring — any book can be deconstructed

overall a bad day — did a few things but no writing no art