5/23/23 p1

still struggling with art decisions —

yesterday unable to renew my driver’s license because my birth certificate wasn’t a real birth certificate — i want to die and get it over with but i have the dogs —

? should i give up or go on — nothing helps answer the question —
in art there seems no place for me —

how long would it take to redesign the web pages and make larger images — i’d need an expand/contract switch —

what would each project involve —
is it better to sit and do nothing —

i keep writing

WATCH FACES — there are at least 12 different ones — out of hundreds — to just arrange things in grids — move things from bottle to bottle —
? cut circuit boards to fit boxes better — or arrange bins better —
arrange and write about things —
THE MUSEUM OF [CONSTANT] FLUIX — FLUXUS

WATCHES — i no longer need to take apart because i have so many parts —

DECONSTRUCTION PROJECT
WATCHES — keeping track of what came from ‘uncommon objects’ — how long would it take to photograph them — in grids —
differentiating parts — scanning
bands
JAR - PARTS N… (MACRO PHOTO — combine photos)
BUCKLES from watch bands (word plays — bands)
A KEY — FRAGMENTS
MEMORIES
CONSTRUCTIONS — sort and photo objects and arrange things for possible assemblages — (pinterest — look up assemblages — the assemblage should organize itself —

COMPARE / COMBINE things from previous collections —