2/3

finished the coloring of the notes up to 1990 — i should go back and actually edit but that’s difficult and for some reason i can’t get myself working —

i should update my database and make notes on each of the sections — i also need to organize the backups which should be part of a general file organization
the music things haven’t been backed up either —

2/4

dissipate — dissolve — fade out —
into what — i am not together — how can that be used — to make some overall system of fragments — self-contradiction — (to speak against everything) whatever one undertakes to learn one learns something essential — that one needed to know before starting — that applies to life in general what have i learned — i’ still trying to find out

2/8

not much done this week — put aside the notebooks but didn’t do other things — starting to feel another wave of ambition but i need to concentrate on the computer files — organization

concentrate
meditate
fornicate

organize
organs
organics