3/19

possible sonic experiments
take source overlaid with slightly different positions
slow down source
speed up
various sized loops or patterns overlaid
several sources overlaid

3/22

have a blood clot in my scrotum — doctor says it’s all right — put aside thoughts of death — so many things can go wrong with the body — would be easy to be obsessed with death — feeling that I should get something written before I die (soon in case I die young — don’t think I will though — still should be driven to write but am not — feel no urgency to do anything

<7/17/16 this could be linked with many sections — a path of death along the path of time>

3/27

early am
finally got some more acid — not that good but keeping me awake — in a writing mood — word play mood — writing in the novel sense
finished writing the long computer program I was working on

have done no writing on my book
think I should start using loose leaf pages for my writing instead of bound notebooks — keep spreading myself out — can’t seem to bring things together

<7/17/16 same indecision about notebooks through the years including yesterday’s notes —
how do i keep track of all of these things>