6/9_p2

how does one write?
where does this fit in? — copy into daybooks — have to get the other notes back out
go through paper work — so little time — so much wasted — house is a mess my dislike of such terms as spiritual — have to reread Bergson — didn’t get out of him what most people seem to — don’t see any place for a god in his system — or for optimism — don’t see anything that need imply religion — enjoyed Creative Evolution although I don’t entirely agree with it
essays on different books
a random historical survey

need for system — a collection of fragments — fragmented nature (my own) the silence of the earphones — the strange atmosphere of this place — cold night — not good for walking — warm inside

<1/23/17
strange atmospheres
note similar ideas in first notes in texas —
at first i though this referred to the new plattsburgh house but it must have referred to work>

is this writing worth while?        exploration of ideas?

beautiful morning — a dark gray bank of clouds on the horizon — the moon a sliver — why make art
subject for a haiku — essay on haikus

jun 1980
my need for a system
a collection of fragments
my fragmented nature
a collection of fragments



is this writing worth while?
6/80-3
3/21/19
i no longer have a desire to write reviews of anything
i’ve learned so much about cinema - movies recently