11/5

writing on scrap paper — can’t find notebook
ideas from Hubbel book — should write now but won’t
trying to sort papers
fragments of the last few of days — reaction to books — reaction to election — should write now — any starting point — haven’t touched notes since I finished the type script — surrounded by a mess

found notebook — didn’t realize it was my day book because of the oddness of the entries lately with a lot of back tracking — some to copy over now

9/10/92
oct 5 and 13 notes were copied here


ideas to analyze passages such as the above and make a whole book in that manner — use any piece of my writing as a starting point

getting tired — have to sleep a while — perhaps should wait for the dawn
4:45
have a coffee and stay up a while longer — do some more paper work — design shelves etc
things slowly take shape
2nd coffee — beginning of dawn — 2 blue streaks across the horizon
misc business

going to Manhattan this month — is it worth the expense
the tasks ahead — notebooks etc — correct type script — write new things — piles of notebooks — piles of papers — mounds — bits and scraps
to bed with the dawn

<9/10/92
the following is a note copied here that had been copied quite a while earlier
all crossed out - part deleted >

day done — long busy day — almost time for work — finally getting organized — do I feel a creative period ahead — still surrounded by junk

<don’t know what was done during this period as far as writing — probably nothing — not many notes and note of them kept — was doing work on video programs — decided to keep the following entry which i had skipped previously>

11/80-1
piles of notebooks
piles of papers


surrounded by junk
10/1/24
most of this section was crossed out in the notebooks and not copied — i put some of it back in because it expresses some of the same feelings i have now
10/1/24
i could insert the entire book here — the same things for nearly 30 years repeated in slighty different patterns — slightly different moods
8/28/20 i still have a lot of junk (so called) but i don’t feel surrounded by it — it’s actually pretty organized — not hoarder style
i still don’t know what i’m going to do with it — i keep collecting more — i love collecting things