11/15

don’t think I did very well on the lab test — always something to keep things up in the air — want to find out how I did but want to put it off very bad show on technology art tonight — so many better things could be done — the same complaint about using TV for the wrong type of information media — showing a person talk for example — NOVA has been very bad lately

almost time for bed — was going to listen to some music but don’t feel like it
should work on the computer but still can’t bring myself to do it
should do a lot of things — bathroom is finally making some progress
boredom when I shouldn’t be bored — have another coffee
<i> don’t feel like sleeping — have had less sleep lately but still feel the need — not physical but psychological

visions of grandeur — computer art — novel
saw French Lieutenant’s Woman — excellent film — will read the book — literary self-consciousness — artistic self-consciousness — pros and cons — depends on the artist
design work to be done — time to think of bathroom details — plenty of ideas but no practical ability — almost lost without S
floating ideas — almost another day — from work to computer — try to get some programming done soon — at least straighten out what I have