11/16

computer ideas — day dreams — should stay up and try to write something — mind swirls — more in the mood for day dreaming than writing or anything serious — <i> need to get organized — try to do one project at a time or at least get organized enough so that I know where I am in each project
mind wandering
mental conversations
day dreams

waste of paper — waste time
pages of nothing to sort through — <i> have to start sorting through other books for pages — also want to go back to my art cataloging — maybe can use video tape to document some works — strange words floating — limbo — too many things to do — feel more committed to this job than any I’ve ever had — am able to force myself to go through a day even when I don’t want to — always things to do — too many things — get organized
video images —
keep busy — am I keeping busy — uselessness of this type of writing — can anything be salvaged from it — perhaps this line and an explanation — just for the sake of the evening not being a total waste — add words to the book — accretion
mind floating — no thread — a waste evening
girls etc — female images
reflections — fragments — footnotes — random words
book circling on itself — video books — word images — verbal tapes — Burroughs Warhol
interesting discontinuity in films in French — verbal continuities — may be the end of the good part of this film
night passing — not really tired — will die tomorrow — drink - piss and be merry
ideas on various things
pornographic ideas — pornographic novel — pornographic tape
graphos — graph — graphics — realms of words — wasted words — salvage something — female images — art images — organize ideas — swirl of mind — tired but not tired — get annoyed when there is no T and A in the movie