11/22
blankness of mind — had ideas last night and didn’t write — blank tonight —
days passing rapidly —<i> have to start doing something
move to attic — surround myself — make an aviary — artificial light — closed atmosphere — beauty and luxury — want expensive birds — exotic animals — breed tarantulas — too bad to take these creatures from the wild — nothing is left alone — <i> would like to buy thousands of magazines and start cutting them up cut up - classify - sort - mount
have to start using the computer to store data
total relapse of nervous problems — chest pains — diarrhea — upset stomach — headaches — job related problems — really strange how such things effect the body
have to design a vanity for the bathroom
bathroom details — have to use the wood carefully
time for bed — cat’s on lap — gas pains — feeling of total vagueness tonight — feel like vomiting now — will be a hard day at work tomorrow
11/24
no good notebooks left to keep daybooks in — have to buy an new one tomorrow
want to start move to attic soon — have to do writing etc — work on basement first — then attic then computer
passing time