12/19 p2

East — most of the non-objective came from the east — the Dutch had strong ties with the East — mosaics — reading Madoff in Arts 12/86
abstraction after world wars — why now — the spurt of a non war — premature ejaculation — perhaps the world will end in a nocturnal emission — a wet dream we don’t awaken from — instead of the great orgasm that has been building — concept of color “right out of the tube” which I’d like to employ
let myself go for a few works — broken glass etc — fragments