12/20

Arts p63 Mineko Grimmer — stones dripping from melting ice
ice
ice pieces that I used once — the fusion of ice cubes

sketches starting to look like Frank Stella — (marriage of reason and squalor - Arts p38) — Arts p120 quote on Beardon’s ‘Lampglo Evening’ — still for one of my porno pieces — s eductive pose — one similar to Beardon’s — “After Beardon” — one cunt shot — after the description “suggestive and beautiful pose”

12/23

reading again — after putting aside — Writing and Difference
note p157 — was thinking today of my book — long since put aside and its genesis and structure — the wanting to let it grow from inside - yet to want it to be determined in form — growth and system — the sketches I am working on — with an ink splash thrown in — in drawing I start from some random and eventually settle in— oscillation — to statics