6/30 p4
turn page side ways — work from center out
span center division — use columns
a crow S
O
a car U
play of forms
N play of
rain drop D
book on Lacan
S his style
a truck associations of sounds etc
structure
SS S
S
(the Nazi poisoning of certain things — SS for example —
shapes that seem to pull out of these lines — also the Swastika
(a nice shape that has to be rescued) — (the painting on my wall —
somewhere before — an entire series of descriptions came to mind
that I didn’t follow up on— the room I’m in now)
I cycle back to this page to avoid wasting space — (page layouts and structures
that have to be carried through the finished product <product> <see page> —
a problem of translation as the scale etc changes —
one would need to photo copy a page such as this to get an idea of the methods)
<i despair at ever doing this — wonder if it’s worth while etc — the references that should be followed up—(nicholas painting — the change of rooms — collages on the wall — barth>
the author gets up and warms up another cup of cold coffee
<after taking another drink — the displacement of time and space>
empties the dishwasher — are these types of things important to the narrative — is that a question for the reader
(interrupted) (back)
<12/21/91
interrupted — the writer decides to get up and make a pot of coffee
back>
<* 3/2/18
a nearly empty tea cup — with tea leaves — my future could be here but i can’t read it —
should i have more tea or something else — i should have something to eat>