6/9_p2

(questions of time — ambiguities) — (the above type of writing — self explication — ambiguities can be read alone or to replace questions

questions and ambiguities of time — words that stand alone
questions ambiguities time


the Artnews article made me think of getting my work across — the questions that pile up in such issues — do I really want to? — under what circumstances? — etc?
what do I really want to do?
my idea on writing from a meme standpoint
the idea of books that stand outside of the general publishing scheme — the long range strategy is forgoing that media — an optimal long term effort sacrificing immediate dissemination


evolution can’t work that way

(there possibly are a large number of books that I would find interesting but don’t know about — experiments in art that don’t circulate because of the methods of exchange that are primitive — a lot of my {ideas / work / play} {doesn’t / don’t} lend {themselves / itself} to the current method of exchange etc

the book
the gallery
the phono record
the video tape

is the long range strategy to take a chance that changing media will sometime converge with my own thoughts — that my work will eventually coincide with a media more amenable to it? — (is there an I)
a parenthetical aside (play) — it doesn’t matter — memes matter
my ideas on expanding and contracting pages (Hofstadter on the seeing of the whole at once leads to interesting possibilities when converged with my own ideas) —

jun 1986
questions
ambiguities
time


what do I really want to do?
6/86-18
what do i want to do
what do i ‘really’ want to do
what do i ‘actually’ want to do
reality   actuality
to be real   to act   to react
to do
is this explainable
explicable
i don’t know what i meant and don’t feel like rereading the hofstadter

3/23/19 i have that media now with html css etc — so far i haven’t been using it as much as i should have — so far being about 15 years