2/26

8:30 AM

slow getting up — body aches — dead dreams — waiting for hair to dry to go out for a coffee and another day of reading

not as innovative as I thought

the story won’t get lost — traditional narrative lines — standard old fictions


1 PM — getting worn out — a couple more sessions — will stay for the evening — hopefully there will be some good performances — getting tired of going back and forth — <it would> be better if it were warmer

<i> should make some notes
I don’t care much for the city
Rodin at the museum
a nice cityscape out the window
not so windy any more

nice bare legs

a beautiful body in gray and black striped tights — perfect ass (something on our way of life — girls’ asses shown in full detail (what is the word — not detail) — form fitting clothes — sexuality open — schizophrenic capitalism)

something
the book in different spaces — the book that stays one but keeps dividing etc
the hypertext today (Lu and McDaid) was good in form but I didn’t like the content
the Lu I didn’t like the prose or the subject — the McDaid — may be OK — too ‘clever’ in the computer user sense — although some of it was good
need to get some photos and graphics into my work


ear buzzing is becoming continuous — tintin
brain tumor — body lines — some medical history — ready to fall asleep — almost don’t feel like any more of the program
program
2 more trips to the campus — or 1 if I can keep myself occupied for 3 hours this evening — find a place to eat and read

feb 1993
2/93-10