5/30_p2

1977 notes open next to me — beginning in the past that can’t be recovered and that I really have no desire to recover — but there is something there

what — where

layers of questions without marks
punctuations disappear leaving parentheses and brackets

spacings etc

possibly I should use the marks and then go though and replace marks with a series of spaces — to make some uniform spacing because the tab key leaves different gaps
but what is the proper gap


what do the gaps mean — hesitations etc — or just spacings to make sense of the flow — if they just function as commas and periods why not use commas and periods
possibly it’s a question of aesthetics


restlessness —
want to get up and move but want to get going at this

what

is this notebook or web

where


floating words
(floating can be a verb or an adjective (an action or a description))

so I give up for another day — without going forward — without going back

check the spelling and quit

may 1993
gutters
gaps
gaping holes
5/93-11
11/16/19
futility

5/27/21
it’s futile — i give up but i go on — call me sisyphus
<11/21/17
a question / matter of aesthetics — i like the symmetry of the marks and dislike the little things at the bottom of the line>