11/1

I open up the notebook and that’s it

nothing


should be doing some music work also
should work on French a little also
everything gets put off
need to do some artwork and


images of bleak landscapes - old dumps of scrap material etc

recycle area
slum areas where the recycle is sorted etc — markets in used goods — the fascination of cyberpunk with marginal areas could be played off — also the idea of young kids - an enthusiasm that I don’t care much for at all

making a book with asides and philosophical passages etc - when would they be separate and when a part of the book — a book that layers so that there would be the book itself and then an overlay of ideas etc - then all the other things like original drafts and changes etc and the entire thing would be constantly worked on but there would be a core book or something
the idea of a trilogy etc but one that doesn’t develop in a linear manner - one that inserts inside of another — possibly starting out with paragraph numbers or something and then adding extra numbers to indicate passages between other passages
(1st layer-2nd layer ----etc)
reading sequences could be altered using a schema such as that used in Hopscotch where a list of numbers is given at the beginning with the non ‘story’ parts in a different sequence (they could have a different number text style)


do I want to work on music or listen to music or work in the cellar or work on paper work —


something on the books from the library
The Structure of Atonal music - something totally wrong with this stuff — a lot of ideas on something that went wrong with music (although there was a lot of interesting and a lot of good things produced) and that the looping structures that are being used now are the proper direction of music
rhythm etc

nov 1995
11/95-1
7/30/20
i’m skimming the text and not reading — not what i want to do

8/22/22
finally getting some actual work on the website and ‘publication’

music — KYMA
wasted technology
wasted money