11/3

got lost in the Korg drums

a warm and rainy day

art ideas etc — half asleep last night thinking about collage patterns
time to get all the papers into some sort of order and decide what is usable and then get rid of all the unusable and half of the usable — there is no reason to put most of it into collage form — just papers in boxes is fine
thinking of using the computer to rearrange the words etc — for the porn stuff maybe — a full canvas document or something large and horizontal that would span an entire wall or something — or the idea of pages on mounting board to give them a stiffness
<i> need to get away from too much image idea because I can’t afford that stuff
<i> need to get rid of materials by making simple works — just put things in stacks and splash paint etc — have a lot of junk paint in the cellar but winter is not a good time to use them because of the chemicals - something to do outside

beautiful dark hair - an almost too heavy body

hedges losing their leaves

it’s noon —

a long day — got up early — half asleep or sleepiness in waves

waves of tiredness

a dark day

<i> need to do some things
too many things to do

make some standard size for art works and then make a whole series of papers

sun comes out — turns into a nice day — wet woods
birds
Leonard Cohen songs in my head for some reason - many many years since I’ve heard them - maybe time to listen to some older stuff
shadows on the wall
wind in the woods

this is too much a part of me to give up