11/9

and what should I do today
the depression of having time off and not using it — of mindless work

all the things that I never get around to using all the art I never get around to doing
— depressing myself

and why

I don’t want to work on music because I’m totally at a loss as to what I want to do

so I could work on some art work

but - I’ll just sort some more material and think some more about the art I should do but won’t

so