11/21

a flash of sunlight in a dreary week gets me out of a stupor
Muslimgauze on the stereo
the arrangement of dried weeds on the table in the sun but I can’t see it from here

I got up to write
the birds in the front bushes
Plattsburgh is so ugly but that is probably just the ugliness of things
what is better
a kind of determination to make the best of what is here

but how to avoid some corniness of living in a small zero town


Eastern rhythms

a girl with long pretty hair rides her bike by the ugly buildings in the background
a memory flash of a tall beautiful dark girl in Burlington — a dark girl with very high heeled black boots crossing Rugar St.
intoxicating rhythms — snake dance
charm — keets in the background


a glance around the room makes me think of doing some art work

so - time passes

a couple of things done

11/95-7
9/5/21
o yuki conjugate i’ve been listening to for the first time in years — thinking of buying later things - also amorphous androgynous