3/6

the contours of the stones in the snow in the front yard

need to solve the problem of the cactus planters — want some sort of miniature landscapes but don’t know how to go about making them — some sort of modular system would be the best thing — wood boxes with trays inside filled with gravel

there are really several things to consider

the arrangement of the plants
the ability to water and change the plants
the growth of the plants
the landscaping
the gravel or whatever would make the surface


gather all the plants into one place? — would have to move the artworks which should be moved anyway — which is another problem
do I want to photograph them or just put them away
do I want to just make a video tape or do I want to make some slides
for now I should just go with the tape


time to think through this year — haven’t worked with the music — should just make that a hobby — no need to spend more money this year on that

dead ends
but what is enjoyment

need to shovel snow
need to take a shower and get cat food

mar 1996
dead ends
ending up dead
ending up or down

what is enjoyment
what do i enjoy
3/96-4
ideas that didn’t work — using plywood
9/24/21 in the process of watering plants and thinking i should just get rid of them — i’ve never been good at taking care of plants and i no longer enjoy trying —