12/5

an artwork that is a box of different works including jewelry — made from some deconstruction

12/14

something on scanning — the future of the book etc — everything should be loose pages and scannable — deformable etc
to get some set of papers produced
a book as a scanner oriented project — a stack of papers
(aside on the file cabinets — I guess I should throw out the cards — such a single physical object book is the opposite of what I want and I can’t really think of a way to use them properly


total and complete depression lately and can’t really see a solution — what life changes are needed — feel sorry for Niki

ambient sounds— sounds collections — try to work some sort of music — feel sorry for SAM — the dog really bothers him

dec 1996
12/96-2
there was no reason to feel sorry for niki — she had a good life and was the best friend i ever had
write about dogs
i always feel sorry for the pets like i’m not giving them a good life

9/23/21 my experience with dogs — i have to keep convincing myself that i gave all of our pets good lives — they don’t seem to mind my temper tantrums