5/22

some computer work — what’s being avoided

music

today I should spend some time setting up KYMA
should make some notes on setting up Cubase

time lines outlines
one more evening of work

cats on the prowl — dog in the yard — my ears are buzzing

drones — pieces that go on forever and are intersected from time to time like the pages — I go on day after day — from time to time

(from time
to time)
into a few lines
out lines

pretty grey hair of woman across the street — my mother says long gray hair is awful but I like it

masturbation and music
for some reason the girl at the Lamonte Young show has been a masturbation fantasy — stretched gray leggings — ‘tights’ large bare feet — big boned girl over loud music but the atmosphere has possibilities
the idea of setting up meditation areas etc

floating thoughts — budgets and cars
need to fertilize the apple tree — check to see if it’s going to blossom

the cats are annoying lately — maybe I need some sort of drug therapy — see about employee assistance program or something

the day goes fast — almost time for work

music keeps coming up — writing — how do I deal with all this shit — how many things should I throw away — a cool windy day

a cold spring — the grass needs mowing — put that on the list of things to do
doesn’t look like there are going to be many apple blossoms

how can I make musical charts of drum patterns
maybe just use graph paper — there are only a few possible quantize values