5/23

sit on the porch and space out to Orbital —

wind

is this writing
get up and spend an hour writing — what is produced — is production a (good) word (what is the word)

writing patterns or whatever

outlining processes
random variations

the grass is getting tall — leaves growing fast

digital pulses in my ears

these strange juxtapositions — thinking of something

for the eyes like headphones are
the dog is bored for the ears — it would
and I don’t feel probably be rather terrifying
like going out what would be let through

The Tunnel

time takes on strange perspective 11:45 seems like the day should be over — and it’s just beginning

insides are twitching — can’t get over the nervousness

technology

can I write patterns — this time that I sit and write notes what am I writing — how do I get myself to ‘write’ ‘something’ — patterns on a page

arpeggios

envelopes — using a series of graphs to control parameters — but the idea getting rhythms into the piece — one of Maggie Payne’s pieces has some nice rhythms

spastic intestines
cloudy day — Orbital

can’t get focused