12/27

the year winding down — another year — my back (shoulder) is still aching — thought it was just about better — maybe it won’t get better

all the things that I wanted to do that I’m not doing - puttering and moving things — I was supposed to be doing that and then getting at other things -
so why don’t I do the other things —
I know all the things that I have to do

get a library of sounds
get a library of rhythms
get some ideas down on paper

listening to Lucier ‘Wind Shadows’

I could straighten out the room that I want to use to do paperwork without moving heavy things — at least be able to get at a work surface

my head itches
dry skin

process music — letting things work themselves out

beatings
loops
rhythms ambient sounds
sounds like a train

buzzing of things
insects and animals

punching out rhythms
aspects of music

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