4/21_p4

I should be working on my resume now — change files

a chill wind and I have a hard time getting into that book — it’s only a few hours more work — try to put myself into a work situation and get at it — it’s just a job that I don’t like that will pay off more than any paying job that I’d be doing if I didn’t do it (whatever)

I’m hung up on the skills detection — there are so many skills that I have but they’re general and abstract — it seems rather useless to break them down — I’m a skilled reader — why categorize that — but that appears to be what is necessary for me to find out what I want to do — the resume process is not going badly — now to put myself through the major test of going to talk to someone at an art gallery

to write the most complex convoluted book ever written

artistic investigations
autistic investigations11/21/17 pynchon

different senses of artistic — being as art and about art days that go too fast — I sleep too much I have too many things to do for the amount of time that I sleep

try to make some sort of art that will fit in Austin just to give it a try

I feel a little better today but that will probably run out quickly

I still haven’t scheduled my time out

all the things that I want to do — try to narrow things down
the book or booklet seems most important — but the job hunt is obviously most important
so break down the time
4 for job hunt
2 for booklet
1 for visual art
1 for music
make a check off sheet
let the music build up until I have enough time to make it worth while