7/1

how to do away with ‘art’ as we know it — question all the terms and write an essay on why I’m no longer an artist — the wind makes it hard to write

questions on art and what I want to do writing is what I should do — get it done — out — over

maybe it’s time to start losing interests — to stop thinking about the yard — about music about visual art — but on the other hand I keep thinking of keeping them all together — try to get organized and do a few things at a time — life takes up too much time — I need to relax a little this evening

what is the urge to make art — what does it mean to accomplish something — what are people’s lives — most don’t create or ‘do’ anything

7/2

toward the end of art as we know it — that’s the life that I wanted yesterday

but how does something that has no beginning end

I should take some time this evening to plan out the weekend — set some goals and try to get something accomplished — but I don’t want to fill up all of my time — if I give up art there is no reason not to just sit and do nothing — take a few years to work on my notes or leave them for someone else to (what?)

7/7/22
decided to keep this file pretty much the same as the indesign version

expand this

8/5/20
a text without a beginning or end can’t have a center

something about my counting pages in books to see how much i have left to read

9/13/21 cf roubaud