3/21

SHAME
bright and sunny 30° again — 9:22 AM
the question of where I should write — here is a computer document called notes 28 — my general notebooks — some copied from hand writings and some entered here — there is also a set of writings called shame which I started a long time ago and never completed or am completing now — it’s hard to tell what the beginning is — I want to make these entries here in the notebooks and then transfer them to another file and then work on them

some notes on the fiction of the writing and the lack of fiction — of giving each entry a series of dates as to when it was worked on — I’ve had the idea of keeping all of the entries in their original form in some sort of appendix — (to append is not the right word because the entries are actually in the beginning — an ur text I guess

(an urge))

examine the Butor Passing Time and perhaps Pinget Someone in this time sense — the fiction is obvious
also something on some shift from narrator to writer — the writer no longer being a narrator

all of this has to be spatialized — typeset etc

what is all of this — ‘all’ ‘of’ ‘this’

papers on the desk
I now have two desks — this desk of oak veneer particle board
this is a large desk 36” x 72” with 4 drawers on the left (my left as I face the desk)
I should describe what is on the desk and what is in the drawers
I have done that in the past which will be the future
I could make a list of objects each day and then put them next to each other for comparison

some marking of time
some capture of time in space