12/19

now the problem of approaching some writing — should I just start working some encyclopedia of ideas — getting some starting points — I like some of the stuff that I’ve done but is there any continuation — starting with a data base and listings
do I have enough material to begin the structuring of the thing – to start working on the computerized version working with HTML or Java — I start looking at the text called Shame – I don’t know what to do with it — decisions I have to start making — the text stays as is but the material will have to be sorted out data base it
I’ll need to start gathering all of my papers into one place so that I can start systematically going through things for the most useful stuff and get everything into some data base type of format

forms and formats — my fingernails are too long for typing — body neglects etc

trying to get myself together but not doing very well — the pets are restless but it’s not time to feed them — I need to decide on a system of filing the writings – to be able to locate the texts – I started a data base for the notebooks – I could just extend that for the other things
bbbbbbbb <cat writing>
I suppose what I need to do is to just start by getting some sort of data base set up and then modifying it as I go through more and more writings and add writings etc etc etc
I think I have enough to work with for a while – I just need to work on the data base and be able to find the things that I want


I have too much material — one question is – is it good enough to use


should I take the material that I have and try to work with Java to get some sort of user interface or should I work with the material first and then when I have something that could be called a text start working with the programming languages — I need to get myself back into the feel of the thing so I’ll start by completing the notes data base that I started and then try to integrate the rest of the writings into that

dec 2000
12/00-3
3/22/19 my use of the word ‘stuff’ is very annoying —
3/22/19 shame text
programming
states of the notes
3/22/19 self doubts in the labyrinth — can i get out
my over confidence in myself about programming and lack of self-confidence about art