10/11

architecture tour yesterday — wasn’t going to go but good that we went

some interesting things — not houses that i would want to live in

was surprised how many ‘modern’ houses there were in austin
most of them are starting to look pretty much the same but i should get out and walk around south austin with the camera some day


with the camera
what am i going to do with the camera
what am i going to do with the photographs


cycles of moods
thinking that art matters and thinking that it doesn’t
looking at myspace which i don’t like but think i should maybe have something on

thinking i can’t do anything like that until i have some art
thinking that i don’t make art and haven’t which may mean that i don’t want to or can’t and that i should just give up

what is video
what is music


work with the graphics tablet
work with the papers that i’ve cut up

cut up a couple more books yesterday

art as environment
i keep thinking of large projects when i should be thinking small
thinking of objects when i should be working digitally

to convert the objects to some other sort of art


CDs with various types of art
writing etc
everything could be in html format that could be altered at any time


the physical object of the book and the digital publication

digital can contain media
writing can be flexible
art can be flexible
music can be

10/09-39
cycles of moods
thinking that art matters and
thinking that it doesn’t
many small sections — blocks
10/11/21
12 years — not much has changed — the graphics tablet went out of date without being used — how many things
the same indecision about digital and physical things
the same cycle of moods

6/16/23
i keep thinking something has to change but nothing changes
knowing that art doesn't matter
knowing that nothing matters