10/15

feeling that i just need to shift my attitude — just keep doing things and not try to push art or anything else
try to balance time

same things thought and written over and over — again and again

notes on photography
the different ways

snapshots
carefully controlled photos
darkroom manipulations etc
different subject types
personal things
news things
documentary things
non-objective (light painting)

time to get in tune with this house — to make things ‘nice’ — whatever

write somethings on the house remod — another project that i let slip by
how our ideas have changed from a desire for high tech to rooms full of antiques and wood

taking things apart — i can’t resist taking things apart
(note this as an essential element of what i want to do (artistically?)
a fan in the back of the truck intended for the garbage — i want to take the motor out although i already have too many things like that

displays of pieces

how many art works can i make

headache this evening
there are a lot of things to do but i don’t feel too bad — <i> just need to keep working at things

it doesn’t really matter what

just living — try to enjoy more