11/20

to blog or not to blog
keep the pressure off myself
there is no reason that i need to do anything

no reason that i should not do things

early am
a time that i need to use better

does all that political shit mean anything
should i just be doing art
these are the kinds of questions that i should just avoid

keep as much material as possible and do what i feel like doing

getting myself moving
<i> can’t decide

do i want to just toss out all the newspapers and get out of the political ideas
or is that an ‘essential’ part of the web site

do i even want to do the website
do i want to interact with anyone
do i want to facebook sandi gellis or ed batcheller

looking at paperwork and thinking about what i have to do brings state of despair
looking at the garage — a total mess
what have i got myself into
how do i get out of this physical overload