7/15

rivette film oop — don’t want to pay that much for a DVD (bought 'va savoir' at cheapo)
maybe can still rent it maybe it will be reprinted
DVDs seem to go out of production pretty rapidly
need to start following them and getting whatever i can

i keep deciding to listen to more music but never get around to it

art
vary between thinking i should narrow my interests down
and thinking i should just go with them and risk getting nothing done

one problem is that when i put aside the software for a while i forget a lot and have to relearn

AM time
i could write
haven’t dared to look at the web journal page
journal 1 started at the beginning of june

JOURNAL i’ll start by writing about the journal a (daily?) exercise in writing — i have so many things i want to write about but no self discipline — is it because i really don’t ‘want’ to do them —

what does ‘want’ mean —
i think i should but don’t want to — why do i think should do it —

things lead to other things in a complex network — a web
i’ll just let the subjects come to me as they do — (chaotic? random?)

reading the news
walking the dogs
reading seeing listening —

going back to old music —

keep track — traces —

free flow of words and ideas —

ART taking apart video tapes — jars of objects at uncommon objects — old things — i’m making jars of new things —
i don’t like the tape itself
took apart a lot of vid tapes — a small pile of good things and a large pile of garbage

taking things apart & not putting things together

COWBOY JUNKIES —— MILES FROM HOME