6/4 p2

i keep looking for a beginning — a starting point — maybe i’m looking for an origin (cf said)
i keep trying to figure out how to start but i’ve written thousands of pages

note books
papers

for what
for whom

i need to force myself to look at language things for a while today

get [re]oriented

morgan — morning
morgan the fairy — bisexual aspect

needed to get up early this morning — the problem with the music upstairs was that it would keep us awake — i emphasized this to the person i was talking to — that K needed to get up
maybe the thing was a concern with getting up in the morning

the little people from murakami — possibly something to do with the link to fairies

the word green comes to mind
the green moon of 1Q84
midori