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CDs
i don’t need complete sets of anything — copying schulze yesterday my urge is to buy the rest of the 'vie electronique' set

sets in general — books and CDs — usually i don’t complete sets but i have the urge to do that — i like the look of sets of books but there is some other factor — a set of CDs doesn’t look good
maybe some collecting urge from childhood stamp and coin collecting
collecting in general
raymond scott — 'soothing sound for babies'

yesterday i wasted a lot of time and then was upset last night because i didn’t get anything done — the pets take too much energy — i’ll need to walk the dogs this morning but i still have an entire day

blog
write
get something down
pick any page from my notes and start there
start (resume) copying notes and put some of them on the web as i copy them

i should be able to write by filling in time — right now — can i write something other than this inability and desire to write

expressions i hate — “something rocks”

what does ‘trying’ to do something mean — how do i go about trying to get something on my web site

am i a writer or a visual artist or neither
one thing i’ve always wanted to be is a music composer — sound artist
another is an architect (sort of)
no not really — i can’t really imagine working on large scales

an endless rearrangement of the text — but that doesn’t leave time for new text — and doesn’t leave time to go back through the entirety of my notes — (an impossible task anyway)

to work backwards through my notes —
that would leave new notes as a different sequence — from the past that i start working backwards —