4/18 p2

PM
van morrison night — totally upbeat music — when i get in a bad mood i should listen to van morrison
'into the music' —

<something like the FW annotation book with references record album ... >

melancholy and infinite sadness — but some things are beautiful — life and death — the cats & dogs — life so short for them —

different music lene lovich to van morrison — smashing pumpkins

concentrate on the beautiful —
force everything else — see the beauty & live while i can —
then i think of all the things that can go wrong — why —
why spoil the mood of what i have because of some possibility that i may not have it some other time —
get a positive mood and do some web work