4/19

slowly through the notes — catching up with myself but there are a lot of notes for april

dizzy feeling
want to sleep but can’t

notes copied through march — april a heavy note month

4/20

what do i want with the web site
i simply can’t get unlocked or unblocked — i’m wasting time — i don’t want to do something else —
i keep copying notes — soon there won’t be any more and i’ll need something else to fill in time — will i be able to get into the web files — or will i do something like scan more photos

cleo is ill and i get the feeling it’s something serious and she won’t be with us for long —
this constant seeing the bad side of things —

4/13-40
locks and blocks
blocks of text
being blocked

i’m wasting time
web links
pictures from things organized neatly and industrial decay network

industrial decay hasn’t been updated since 2015
i should download more images
de maria sculptures on organized neatly — i’ll download in case they get taken off