4/19
slowly through the notes — catching up with myself but there are a lot of notes for april4/20
what do i want with the web site
i simply can’t get unlocked or unblocked — i’m wasting time — i don’t want to do something else —
i keep copying notes — soon there won’t be any more and i’ll need something else to fill in time —
will i be able to get into the web files — or will i do something like scan more photos
cleo is ill and i get the feeling it’s something serious and she won’t be with us for long —
this constant seeing the bad side of things —