10/26

AM NASHVILLE
are there any words left in me —

1974 quarter in my change from yesterday — the passage of time — (getting near the end (how long did proust take (i don’t think he finished)))
1974 when kim and i started living together — tomorrow is jerry’s birthday the next day is gary’s — stella was 50 this year — the youngest — 15 years younger — kim 10 days into her 58th year — 7 1/2 years younger — about in the middle of my family

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PM FORT WORTH
a large suite — keep in mind for a future trip —

spiral diner is closed tomorrow so i’ll head home early — notes sparse — but that’s good

have done no reading — haven’t brought the box with the books into the hotel rooms — (read a little of the passolini)

65 — how many years — maybe ebola will kill us all —

intestinal cramps — maybe i ate too fast — irritable bowel maybe — haven’t had that for a long time but today was a stressful road trip —