10/25

NASHVILLE


i was going to think about ‘things’ but my mind is empty — what to do with the rest of my life —


‘WALK WITH ME’ - without tears —
a perfect life — supreme joy —
it doesn’t matter now — the beautiful dogs that we have now — life after life —
the weird phenomen{a/on} of life

fossils fragments of shells —
bones — skulls

write     —     things —
a not very nice hotel/motel in nashville — then i’ll load everything back into the car and head to fort worth —

roads —

how many things are there
how many do i have

oct 2014
devil doll


bones and skulls
how many things are there
how many do i have

bones and skulls
10/14-5
3/24/19
my sadness — the terrible sadness of pet injuries and death — i don’t have much reaction to people dying (cioran) but haven’t lost any close family — but there is something terribly wrong with dogs dying — mitzi and sylvia too young —


11/4/19
my father — so many years ago — just before Willy — the first cat
what can i say about my father
now my mother is old - fragile — suffering from dementia - but physically healthy

8/13/22
my mother is dead — only 2 dogs remain — terrible feelings of guilt and sadness at the death of jeannine