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define ‘age related depression’ — all ages —
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the odds you are going to die remain the same — the odds are you are going to die today or tomorrow get worse every day — eventually it gets pretty likely you will —
the soft machine — dies in a spurt —
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a totally beautiful morning — wet fog —
photos — the bamboo —
lichen on the desert willow
peach blossoms — in the mist
morning mist
a rabbit — jeannine —
wet stones — the yard is green
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in one of my ‘can’t stop’ modes going through art magazines — still discarding about 1/2 of the pages —
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cooling down rapidly — cold north wind — all the way from the arctic —
peach blossoms in the mist — white flowers of the bradford pears — fruitless pears
soft machine —
IDEA pages with photos — take colors from photos & make ‘color charts’ -
almost finished the art magazines —

mar 2015
3/15-3
2/26/22 my depression gets worse as i live — totally depressed about my loss of mental ability — i keep making mistakes — i can’t deal with computers or software
9/29/21 i haven’t looked at the magazine — boxes full of papers — will i ever look at them