3/5

finished soft machine problems with delilah’s leg flesh make me ill — clonazapam necessary — flashes of fear and happiness — flesh of kim’s cunt — good bad flicker in and out of focus — fuck us —
to take fragments i like from the soft machine — what results what remains — bins of machine fragments — complex interlocking of pieces — boards of circuits — circulation of emotion — fear — sex urges — feeling like i should vomit something out — flesh fears flesh joys — prick flesh — cunt flesh — legs getting old — time getting old — cold — rain frozen on the deck — it’s time to eat — too much flesh — food becomes flesh — too much food — feed the pain feed the fear feed the joy — death & life meet in ecstasy — out of stasis comes chaos — flesh coming — the body all ends up in the head or genitals — in the eyes — image junk — 1000s of pictures and what’s left — a few lines in a notebook — image becomes digital — bodies fragile — broken dreams — cracked screens — missing bits missing objects — crack the codes — crocks of shit — meander aimlessly through words — it’s march already — almost time to save daylight — delight — my eyes are tired — too many things to see — the broken flesh of delilah’s leg — the rain frozen on the deck — is it too late —