3/10 p2

places to go today — as usual i don’t feel like going — auto inspection — not sure why i get nervous having to deal with people —
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wasting time — as usual — i could be doing things now —

a heart memento of oliver brings tears to my eyes — he seems to have been forgotten too quickly — i’ll always feel guilt for not doing more for him — but it’s too much — too hard — oliver had a good life — but short — there have been so many pets now - so much life — (cf burroughs’ quote in today’s notes) — such a great cat — but we have so many pets — is it better to give the best life to fewer or good lives to more — but what is best — who can know — would his life have been better with fewer pets & more human attention — he was friendly and most of the cats were his friends —
life sucks life is beautiful —
cherish the good — let memories fade — loves — it’s better to love to much and to feel the hurt —

coffee shop - tassa fresca - erte notebook

use this for coffee shop notes etc — it was my new york notes but not much was written —
coffee shop & travel — but i still have a few pages in my old travel book — galveston next month —
tassa fresca — waiting for car inspection — i don’t like the music here — blues today —
what next —
good coffee — vocal sounds — a good section of the music — instrumental
a strange quiet —
a strange solitude

boots — tall boots with low heels — short boots with high heels —
sex moods recently — tight jeans — layered top —
atmospheres — shitty music —

burroughs —
ugly spotted pants —
polka dots —
sex scenes — i still need to make a dr appointment
meanderings

try to think art —
arranging words & images —

convert objects to images —